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I wonder if I am developing schizophrenia

Sun Jul 5, 2009, 9:37 PM
  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: Coming Undone--Korn
  • Reading: Tracing The Shadow
True story.

Also, just opened my iTunes and put it on shuffle. First song: Insane by Scares on Broadway.

Coincidence?

Most likely.

Anywho, it suposedly developes in the late teens to early twenties. I seriously doubt I have it since there's that whole paradox of knowing you're crazy means you're not crazy.

Sometimes though, there's voices. Inside and outside my head. Sometimes I see things in the darkness. It's gotten to a point I don't like going into the hall without a light on. My room's okay, since the streetlight outside prevents me from being completely shrouded in shadows.

:) That just sounded damned dramatic now didn't it?

I wonder how many of my journals have contained the question of my sanity.

That's all for that. Also, discovered the show Dead Like Me. Sad it is only two seasons long, even if George is something of a whiney guss. Watched most of it on hulu already. Have a bundle to do and not to do this week. Life is still pretty boring. Also there is something just on the edge of my mind. If I could figure it out maybe I could get some damn sleep.

Bye.

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Most men are within a finger's breadth of being mad. ~Diogenes

I suppose it is much more comfortable to be mad and know it, than to be sane and have one's doubts. ~G.B. Burgin

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:iconskuzzy-punk-kid:
Don't feel bad; it takes a lot of courage for one to admit that there is something wrong with their psychological profile. I was diagnosed with adjustment disorder (my mind snapped when my ex-fiancee broke off the engagement). I have often been accused of black-and-white thinking, which led me to wonder if I had Borderline Personality Disorder. I'll be going to the therapist to determine for sure...

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-I'll tell ya what: I will let you go...in exchange for your daughter.

-You so much as touch her and I will make your life not worth living.

Dong Zhuo vs. Akechi Mitsuhide - Warriors Orochi 2
:iconauroralonewolf:
I'm not entirely sure it was courage, perhaps more of a fascination of mental illnesses and a slight concern for my psyche. But then again, as I plan to major in psychology it's probably not the best thing I should talk about so freely. I'm sorry to hear about your own problems.

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If I am out of my mind, it's all right with me. ~ Mose Herzog
:iconskuzzy-punk-kid:
Yes, though it happens...
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-I'll tell ya what: I will let you go...in exchange for your daughter.

-You so much as touch her and I will make your life not worth living.

Dong Zhuo vs. Akechi Mitsuhide - Warriors Orochi 2

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